dchan: A kitten curled up into a small ball (kitten ball)
San ([personal profile] dchan) wrote2010-10-17 02:23 am

(no subject)

Words have been difficult lately. Trying to speak feels like a little bit like slogging through mud, and there are times when I know people are speaking in English to me but feels as incomprehensible as a foreign language. I can feel the extra processing power that my brain needs to parse anything. Written text is easier, but even that is taking extra effort to parse.

I feel like I've forgotten all basic conversational skills.  People will speak to me, and I know a response is warranted but I forget what it is that I'm supposed to say.

I look at assignments, and I get what the question is asking but I can't write out the equations to find the answer, because they won't come.  I haven't been able to turn in anything this term so far. I don't want to have to drop out.

[personal profile] whatawaytoburn 2010-10-17 05:11 pm (UTC)(link)
Oh sweetie, to say I understand would be an understatement. I wish I could say that I understand AND I have a way to make it b better but the only thing that seems to work for me is time and hoping that language will start to make sense again.